Menerka Lagi

Hari ini ada temen kelas yang nanya kenapa masih betah sendiri,
Sejenak tak bisa menjawab, mencari-cari jawaban yang tepat. Lebih tepatnya bertanya pada hati masih adakah lelaki berkumis tipis itu dihati.
Sekali lagi mencoba menerka perasaan yang sesungguhnya tak mungkin bisa dikatakn cinta lagi.
Lelaki berkumis tipis yang belakangan memilih melanjutkan pendidikan nya di bidang pariwisata, bagaimana kabar mu tuan ?
Masihkah kamu bersanring dengan setumpuk keegoan mu ?
Tuan, seandainya saya bisa mengeluh pada keadaan yang tak pernah ada pangkal dan ujungnya ini, masih bisakah aku merangkul mu sebagai teman. Teman dekat, yang kebanyak orang bilang tak mungkin ada yang namanya mantan teman.
Nyata nya sekarang hubungan kita bisa disebut seperti itu.
Tuan, ingatkah tempat kita saling beradu mata menatap beberapa detik, bertemu tanpa sengaja. Berulangkali.
Ini tepat setahun aku sudah tak pernah kesana, ada yang aneh. Hawanya tak sama lagi, orang nya tak sama lagi.
Tuan, perasaan ini tak pernah kau pupuk, bahkan tak pernah kau sirami. Tapi mengapa dia tumbuh subur, mengalahkan usia tanaman bawang yang kutanam ini.
Perasaan macam apalagi yang ingin kau persalahkan, tuan ?
Aku sudah ketinggalan kereta berpuluh-puluh mil, sudah tertutup rapat semua pintunya. Tak bisakah kau menggandeng tangan ku, kemudian mengejar ketinggalan bersama dg ku ?
Aku masih menunggu mu, tuan
Menunggu, apakah tangan ini akan kau genggam atau kau hempaskan lagi.

Bisa kau sebutkan tuan, butuh berapa tahun lagi aku menunggu ? 

Bahkan kau tak pernah menyuruhku menunggu.

Bodoh sekali gadis tengil ini, menunggu tanpa disuruh. 

Aku bukan tak ingin membuka hati lagi, tuan.

Gadis tengil ini hanya takut tak bisa menemukan sosok seperti mu.

Kamu tau dia bahkan rela mencintai olahraga basket. Kamu tahu persis tuan, dia bukan seorang pencinta olahraga fisik.

Tuan, akupun ingin lepas dari masa lalu ini

Tapi mengapa setiap ingin memulai, selalu membandingkan pria-pria itu dg mu.

Tuan, malam ini malang sangat dingin.

Bisa ku tebak suhunya sekitar 23-20 derajat. 

Tuan, bisa kau ucapkan kata perpisahan sekali saja untuk mengakhiri hubungan yang menurutku tak bisa disebut teman ini ?

Kemudian aku bisa berjanji padamu, tak akan mengusik mu. Bukan mengusik, aku bahkan tak ada nyali mengusik lelaki berkumis tipis ini.

Tuan, tak perlu lagi kau menampakkan mata sinis mu lagi ketika kita bertemu dikemudian hari. 

Gadis tengil ini sudah dewasa tuan, dia bisa mengontrol hatinya. 

Berbahagialah tuan, hingga aku bisa menemukan mengapa kita tak pernah bisa bersatu dalam ikatan apapun.

Berbahagialah tuan, hingga aku menemukan alasan mengapa aku tetap mencintai mu hingga detik ini.

Berbahagialah tuan, hingga aku menemukan alasan untuk menutup lembar masa lalu ini.

Berbahagialah tuan berkumis tipis.

Dear Monalisa,

Hello my best friend, I will have a party for
celebrating my birthday. It will begin on Monday,
May 4, 2015 at 8 PM . It will be held in my
house, Tirto Utomo Street No.16D Landungsari .
I do hope that you can come to gather
with the other friends praying for my birthday.
Do not arrive late because we will a fun game.
See you!

If you have any questions, call me at
0812345789101112

Your Beautiful Friend
Septiana N Untari

DOES HE INCLUDE AN INTROVERT ?

Does he include an Introvert?
Introverted personality where it is a personal character that is both individual and usually more quiet and introverted, a little talk and more like to be a good listener in a group or prefer to be alone at home rather than having to get together with other people.

According to Jung, the introvert is skilled they travel to world in the (inner core), which themselves. They always try to understand themselves by doing a lot of reflection. Eventually they become someone who understands herself, principled, not easily influenced people other, and knowing what the objectives his life.

Unfortunately, sometimes they are too preoccupied with his own world, the world of "I", "me" and "I". So sometimes they are less sensitive to environment and ultimately the environment was can not accept those who introvert with okay. They know what they want but difficult to communicate.

for those crowds making power they quickly disappear. Therefore usually they only occasionally interact, then silence. When they stressed, introverts prefer solitude or just want share to one or two people they to believe. For introverts are quiet atmosphere atmosphere comfortable where they can fill their energy. Moreover, usually the introvert only speak necessary and just talk about what indeed they want to talk. And it turns out "that introverts are silent, understood that he was having trouble and need to think about yourself first. Do Now and once asked him 'Are you allright?'. But leave him alone. "

interior design wanna be

As a child I wanted to be a teacher, who is able to educate children to become educated generation. But after graduating from senior high school I tried to take
the statistics because I liked the count, I have not occurred after the pass will be. But I understand my talent in the world of art, whether it be spatial or just a hobby of drawing and write a real story around. I am very interested to become a novelist or interior design.

Very inversely proportional to the majors that I take now is agribusiness. One department does not mean that one of the future. To become a novelist can be done by self-taught. For people who have the closed nature of his way to express yourself is to write. I have a plan that one day I will establish my own house and his room design, Simple house has a large yard, house blend all the colors pink and black and filled with pictures hello kitty. I really like the cartoon hello kitty, It seemed to have a certain satisfaction to be able to design their own home space.

In addition, I also wanted to write. Make a novel or short story at least. Because my penchant writing, once i really like writing in a diary. Not many of my stories that dared me pulication. Just a brief introduction and friends who dare I publication.

My last birthday together with emonzka unity

Emonzka unity is a name of our friendship. Our friendship started 6 years ago. When september 2 years ago they made a surprise at my birthday. This time they gave a sweet surprise unusually decorated with their mischief. In the afternoon when school they suddenly came into my house without making an appointment in
advance. They took me to a place far away from home and I was the first time there.

A beautiful place surrounded by lakes that they choose to celebrate my birthday. They gave me a cake and gifts, they also wish I was so moved in Java. Because every one of us chose to split up in order to achieve goals. When evening came, we were rushing home. When they wanted to go home with their deliberately pushed me into the lake, as a result of my whole body wet. I had to hold his cool until I got home. They are the friends who are always there when happy or sad. There have been many experiences with them that I felt then. Start of contention to be a naughty student in the class who often make noise.

personality identity

My name is Septiana nur Untari. Im 19 years old. My hobby is reading novel. my favorit colour is pink. I come from Palembang. But my parents are from tulungagung just long settled in Sumatera. I have two brothers, both of her already married. I was the last child.

My first brother named pragowo bayu dewanto and My second sister named gita agustining esty. Because I was the last child, I was very spoiled. All sorts of my desire has always met my parents. Now I'm studying at university muhammadiyah of malang, majoring in agribusiness. Before her my sister also came from the same majoring with me. If they ask me, why I took this majoring. Until now, I have not found answer for it. School is like not interest me, my father who worked on the plantations are very supportive I took this majoring. Sometimes I almost gave up studying here, but I know there was nothing wrong department. I have an interest in interior design or some sort of draw.

Actually I've been accepted at university of sriwijaya. But because I want to learn far from the parents finally a chance that I release. Although I know my parents were disappointed. But they always gave me support whatever decision I make. I'm happy to have parents like them, even though my father was very busy but he always asked how his child to the mother. My mother a housewife, she was very patient and loving his children.

Stress in Teenagers

Hi.. bloggers ! This time I'll tell you about stress. You know what stress ? Yes stress is YOU :D

A disease that is a trend struck teenagers today is a disease which is a manifestation of stress, including depression, anxiety, irregular diet, drug abuse to diseases associated with physical. Just as in adults, stress can negatively affect their bodies, the only difference is in the source and how they respond to the disease. Their reaction is determined by the atmosphere and the conditions of their lives being lived.

Stress is an inevitable part of life. Stress can affect everyone, even kids though. Most stress in adolescents with regard to future growth, of self or others. Actually teens can talk about their problems to those who believed and develop problem-solving skills, but because of the emotional upheaval and uncertainty adolescents in making important decisions, making adolescents should receive special help and support from adults

Stress is a psychological condition when life gets loads. Stress itself is diverse, can be severe, can also lightweight. Severe stress is likely to lead to various disorders. Mild stress can stimulate and provide a real passion in life saturate.